1, 23.

For a 28 year old; considerably young still, my Husband's facade screams otherwise. But, He's becoming more of a kid by the day. A big bully, a cheeky and funny guy He is. Thank you for painting my life with colours of all sorts. Anything but soul destroying.

His becoming of age is just another day. It's Father's Day that I am looking forward to. InsyaAllah :) Will Our son inherit His signature eyebrows? ha ha. I Love You nonetheless Feisal Boy.

four.five

20th day of Ramadhan, 5:30 a.m.

The anxiety voices and crowd in my head have finally unassembled, so I made my way to the bathroom. After falling over myself to sneak a peek, I finally saw the lines. There were two, bright lines. Rubbed my eyes. Nope, wasn't a fallacious line or two. Still there.

After what had seemed like a dream, I made my way out. Sat myself on the bed whilst Darling Feisal sneaked a peek at those two lines. The blank facade that He flashed at me wasn't helping much! The anxiety voices and crowd assembled once again, slowly invading my giddy head.

It wasn't a ploy nor was it planned with fastidious details. There We were, secretly rejoicing Our new found glory whilst waiting for the sun to come up.


27th day of Ramadhan, 11 a.m.

There it was, a black bubble on the screen. We smiled with pride.


Sometime ago that was. People often ask, why the rush? Enjoy while you are still young. I would silently answer, why not rush and enjoy? Life is short. Some would blabber away and dismiss it as a trend. Everyone's sashaying around with one.

Well, on mature reflection, it is most certainly not a trend nor a fashion statement. I have not any plans to waltz around with expensive-branded-wearing toddler if that's what trend is all about. They can't even decipher alphabets, much less read Osh Kosh or BabyGuess. No offence, that's my own opinion and plan.

I know I am ready as my Husband has always been ready. I know I can make a good parent as I am more than certain that my Husband will be a fantastic one. I know I can brave this as my Husband is here with me. In many ways, more than one.

Yes, He had the Couvade Syndrome and secretly wrote, 'For my wife, I will take that anytime'.

Alhamdulillah, because of that, I didn't have to endure morning sickness.

Alongside all the many reasons to be thankful for, what more can I ask?

We are half way there, four.five months. InsyaAllah, Darling Feisal will have a buddy to kick football with and support ManU with as this cute Baby of Ours is A BOY!

On a Lazy Day

We decided to stay at home and laze around. More of pig around. Watching movies incessantly whilst munching on kerepek.The Husband decided to be a chef for the day.

For breakfast, We had these. Cocktail sausage with omelette and melted cheese.

Iced longan in fresh milk.

And He prepared this for lunch. Yummy mushroom sauce!


Now that is why Feisal is My King! A feminine one at that though.

On Friday the 13th

The date often considered to be a day of bad luck.

This horror film will be released February next year, on a Friday. Friday the 13th. 2009 will welcome three Friday(s) the 13th, as opposed to one this year. But this year's was nowhere near horror.

Darling Feisal and I officially became an item on Friday the 13th, 2004. And got married almost four years later, also on a Friday the 13th. The only Friday the 13th for this year.

Anything but bad luck.

There is something about the Swoosh

My brother, who will be back from Doha for a short break asked me if there is anything that I want him to get me. He offered Nine West handbags as they are cheaper there. Also, perfumes as they are also sold at much lesser prices. But I thought, I do not need more than five handbags, unlike most, if not all girls. And boy, five perfumes at present should suffice.

He bought a pair of Nike sandals for Feisal, adding to the latter's plentiful Nike collection. So I thought, why not channel my brother's generosity towards our love for anything Nike. A couple of Nike baby-Ts would be great, so I could waltz my way around at home in them everyday. Yes, I normally wear them at home only, for reasons I can't seem to ascertain. Or a nice big Nike luggage bag to go along with our Nike toiletries bag, our Nike carrier bags and backpack.

I am eyeing at two Nike shirts I saw last week at Subang Parade. *drools*

The month I adjusted to becoming a wife

Attuned to Feisal's living pattern in Subang, I cook three to four dishes daily. Some lazy days, I make sandwiches. (Recipes will follow suit).

That is the only art that I had to get myself accustomed to. Cook fast and be a fast cook.

His on and of snoring and sleep-talking? (Mostly work related). I just turn a deaf pair of ears on. No art required.

The month I became a wife.

Indeed, it was the most meaningful day of my life. Needless to say, my heart tumbled and jolted as soon as we were pronounced husband and wife, slightly unnerved I was. Friday 13th, finally.

Thanks to dear friends who offered their physical presence and love, and for sharing with us our blissful moments. I can never thank you guys enough. And of course you guys enjoyed the adventurous Sarawak trip! That much I know.

I've never seen Feisal so annoyed until last night. Not the angry kind of annoyed, but the childish and stubborn yet so cute kind. Had I known holding an umbrella would make Him so annoyed and fatigued at the pasar malam, I would have held it myself. Only that, I have such an ineptitude when it comes to handling umbrellas, too bad. Now I know, He dislikes holding an umbrella in the rain. But I know for a fact that He's fine with holding on to one, to goof around and dance not unlike the American Idol rejects. haha. Feisal Boy, You never cease to bring chuckles to my face!

Insya-Allah, in 2 months.

Honestly, I don't see the fun in preparing for a wedding.

No offence, who cares about your wedding invites. Who would care to remember what flowers you picked for your pelamin. Who would even bother to scrutinize your wedding veils or dresses.

It can be a simple affair if you want them to be. That's Our plan.

For the unconditional Love Feisal showers me with, for the perpetual support and strength throughout, for the faith He has in me, and most importantly, in Us, I honestly couldn't ask for more. Thankful.

Indeed, all I want is a blessed and blissful Marriage with my Feisal, not a perfect Wedding. Amin.

A delayed entry. Some two weeks ago.

His passion has always been anything football, hence His latest BABY :)
Nope, not us!

Nope, not me.

Yes, THE Baby.

It's an Art.

Now this is art ;p
Believe you me, TGIF pale in comparison to this yummy nasi lemak!

What an experience. FUN.

One Fine Day

Since Prof. has already divulged what's going to be asked on the 8th (last paper!), we decided to lepak-lepak. It has really been a while...





Barbaric?

Fork attack!

TGI Friday? not just yet.

Have a Blessed New Year all.

Apologies to all my friends for it was a really austere ceremony. Pictures here.

The Little Teapot Shop Outing

Love the ambiance, the deco, the mag! Very cosy. SACC Shah Alam, just in case you're wondering ;)

Check out the teapots, real nice.


Thanks Dear Feisal for this! Senator Barack Obama!!

"Change we can believe in".

A visit

Us with Dearest Farah Nini and pretty Amani

"How come you didn't call me Coach?" [Morrie]

This cute Morrie of my own insisted on Us calling her Kak Nini. It'll take a lot of guts out of me to do so. I'd rather stick with Madam. But we being your friends as you put it, that, I can take. We gave Baby Ahmad's cukur jambul a miss last month, so a chance to finally say hello to the adorably tiny baby was delightful. Whose sleeping pattern is oddly ruled by having commotion around him. Weird baby lah you!

Baby Ahmad sound asleep, that's her Baby.

This, is her other cute Baby. Moosh's the name, or something.

To my cute bunny, if it's any consolation, you are not alone :)

We hit the Curve after. Did a bit of shopping, just the necessaries. Right. Look who we bumped into! Dear Mar and her Maira. We did the obvious, exchanged pleasantries, then went on to buy her bolster and my Beloved's pillows at Harvey Norman's sale.

What a Saturday. Real fun. Tomorrow is no different I reckon. Beloved Feisal has designed a cool James Morrison t-shirt template last night for us to don to the latter's show next week, I hope. Notice, my entries have been about what I've been up to of late. That's very.. err.. bloggish. My brain's not getting any stimulation I suppose. degeneration. cuti lama dah ma. I'll put it to right soon ya. Have a lovely rest of the weekend children of the world.

Sepetang di Zoo Negara ;)

I just love talking to animals. I do that all the time.

Si Comel :) And to YOU i shall sing ;

"U're a falling star, U're the get away car.

U're the line in the sand when I go too far.

U're the swimming pool on an August day.

And U're the Perfect thing to say.

And U play it coy, but it's kinda cute.

When U smile at me U know exactly what U do.

Baby don't pretend, that U don't know it's true.

Cause U can see it when I look at U.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times

It's U, it's U, U make me sing.

U're every line, U're every word, U're Everything.

U're a carousel, U're a wishing well,

And U light me up, when U ring my bell.

U're a mystery, U're from outer space,

U're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, that I'm your girl,

And I get to kiss U baby just because I can.

Whatever comes Our way, We'll see it through,

And U know that's what Our LOVE can do!"

2004


Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But You came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means

2005

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like You've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be

2006

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand You've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and You've rescued me some how,
I'm alive, I'm in love You complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means

2007

I love this saying.

"As long as we can love each other, and remember the feeling of love we had, we can die without ever really going away. All the love you have created is still there. All the memories are still there. You live on-in the hearts of everyone you have touched and nurtured while you were here."




And i Love Him :)

I can't wait for...

the next Friday Thirteenth! ;)

Thirteenth.


Yet another Our Day! Lets get married and be merry Dearly Beloved.


Dear Miera, thank you ever so much for the best gift ever- dua' before the Holy Kaabah. That, i thought was very thoughtful of you dear sidekick! and yes, you got His name all correct ;)

Friday 13th

It was a Friday, at least two years ago. All i can say is, there may be thousands of people surrounding us, but it takes only One to bring a smile on our face in moments of desolation. Conversely, it takes only One to impair our judgment with rage. This is what i'd like to call, true Love taking its course.

But, in paving our way to the lane of eternal bliss, there are bound to be thorns. Just step on it, and bleed if you may. The pain will definitely subside and go away. Ahmad Feisal, this much I Love You. May i not be the thorn for You!

On thursday, just when I was busy looking busy, my friends at the firm surprised me with a yummy birthday cake.

As if all the surprise wasn't enough,nearing the end of my birthday, I was immensely shocked as I was presented with a Beautiful gift by my Beloved. It saw me mind-bended the whole night, a timeless beauty it sure is. The exact same watch that I so crave!

I can't thank U enough for such a precious gift. You are my Pride and Joy Dearest Feisal! and for that, I am truly thankful.