Thursday, July 26

Tak tau plak Shafinaz Selamat tu tersangat-sangatlah talented! was watching NTV7's Nite of Soulful something, she was playing the piano with such amazing dexterity. dah lah nyanyi sedap! Thereafter, she sang this one very cool song. It's about a wife's revenge, probably to avenge her husband's infidelity kot. But the interesting bit is, the song has entirely no lyrics. As in, tade sentence or ayat proper. It's just this howlish-like hooo haaa huuuuuu.. You know, Josh Groban like. But it is undeniably cool!

In all seriousness, i'm far from creative like our Ma'am Mar. So takleh nak conceptualize interesting methods to tutor Evidence. Any suggestions kawan-kawan?

A whole month had passed since my incautious resignation and finally my everyday life is getting off the ground. I thought it is only fitting to start doing what i am passionate about, besides animals, English, cooking and teaching.

Baking! Enough baking in fits and starts. Having ample time to accomplish it now warrants my irreducible wanting to get a mixer this Saturday. can't wait, can't wait. Watching Channel 11 Nigella's Feast fascinates me.

Rich, devilish chocolate cake, creamy chocolate cheese pie. Simply scrumptious.

Monday, July 23


Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But You came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means


It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like You've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be


In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand You've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and You've rescued me some how,
I'm alive, I'm in love You complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means


I love this saying.

"As long as we can love each other, and remember the feeling of love we had, we can die without ever really going away. All the love you have created is still there. All the memories are still there. You live on-in the hearts of everyone you have touched and nurtured while you were here."

And i Love Him :)

Wednesday, July 18

"The culture we have does not make people feel good about themselves. And you have to be strong enough to say if the culture doesn't work, don't buy it." -Morrie-

I have always been very impressed with her practicalities, the immensity of her knowledge and her simply impeccable English. Not only is she an erudite being, a big sister she definitely is to me.
She is, a person whom i hold in high regard, whom i've grown to love dearly and without a doubt, my favourite, quintessential lecturer.(alongside three others).

And this morning, i was dismayed to hear from her own self that she'll be leaving UIA. For UM. It simply blew my mind. So much so that i cried before posting this devastating entry. AIKOL, you'll be in for it. You'll get the taste of your own medicine. All of a sudden, teaching in UIA doesn't appeal to me anymore.

My Morrie you will always be.

Friday, July 13

I can't wait for...

the next Friday Thirteenth! ;)

Thursday, July 12

Having read Shue's and Nadia's posts, I've come to realize that life as a professional was indeed tough and too challenging for my liking, or rather my capabilities. I was not fit nor built for the kind of pressure that awaits our life as lawyers. Always pressed for time, feeling perpetually stupid, living up to expectations etc. People might just read our entries and dismiss our complaints with disdain. But as a matter of fact, it is sadly eating us slowly inside(previously). I know you guys are struggling hard. That said, nor am I condoning my three weeks of bumming around doing nothing but reading books and watching tv. Life is beautiful, why waste it. isk, mamat korea tu dah ruined my chance of doing what i wanted to, teaching english! Nevermind, do not stop trying.

Tuesday, July 10


Suspect: James from Korea, owner of an English Language Centre, who speaks English atrociously.

Scene: Telephone call. He was very interested in hiring young people to teach Korean children English. Seemingly impressed with my enthusiasm. Even offered to pay me enough to cover my Masters fees in November. Chatted for a good 20 minutes until..

Crime: Discourteous him asked me " Do you wear the malay malaysian thing on, you know, the cover your head"(atrocious english,remember?). I genuinely said yes. My answer obviously displeased him. Stupid James said "owh, cannot cannot!".

Need I say more fellow friends? *sigh*

Monday, July 9

Had a splendid chat with Mar just now. She asked me whether i've done this tagging thing, so here i am acomplishing it Mar, my official hotline counsellor :) Thanks dear!

"The meme is about completing at least seventeen out of the following twenty seven sentences".

1. A person is only as good as an animal?

2. Friendship is always full of dramas when we're still kids. Now it's cool.

3. To love is to live life as one content, happy couple, regardless of the thorns awaiting.

4. Money makes me..........

5. I miss ...........

6. My way of saying I care is by sometimes being brutally honest and brusque.

7. I try to spread love and happiness by........

8. Pick the flowers when you really really need to!

9. To love someone is to gladly be yourself with the Special One.

10. Beauty is ridiculously overrated.

11. When I was thirteen, what I remember the most was nearly chopping my fingers off with a parang whilst desperately attempting to build a bed out of bamboo. stupid girl guide.

12. When I was twenty one, I remember 'meeting' The One, at last.

13. I am most happy when ..........

14. Nothing makes me happier than .......

15. If I can change one thing, I will change all the inhumane people into animals. ugly ones.

16. If smiles were...........then I.........

17. Wouldn't it be nice if we could all be spared of poverty, misery and war.

18. If you want to rid of overly disturbing stress, then you have to quit your job and find a fulfilling one.

19. Money is not everything but it does make a difference.

20. The most touching moments I have experienced is.........

21. I smile when i am happy.

22. When I am happy I smile!

23. If only I don't have to ..............., then...........

24. The best thing I did yesterday was watch Kimi win the race with Nadia on the phone and Dearest Feisal by my side.

25. If I ever write a book, I will give it this title,"Caring for Animals For Dummies".

26. One thing I must do before I die is have a beautiful family of my own and maybe own a zoo.

27. Doing this meme, I feel like contributing more to the society and by that i mean animals too.

"By doing this meme you are contributing rm127 to the Darul Izzah Orphanage".

Wednesday, July 4


Come on and do it
Don't care how you look, it's just how you feel
Come on and do it
You gotta make it real
Come on and do it
It's time to free what's in your soul
You gotta get it right, this time
Come on freak out lose control

Who cares what they do
Because it's yours for the taking
So it's not for you anyway
Make your own rules to live by

Love this song :) Stumbled upon this picture Shue, it was a great night out. eating dinner with Mira and Muna, us playing make up till 4a.m.! Life's way fun back then. Cepat plan Singapore cepat!!

Tuesday, July 3


The six hours concert yesterday saw me ensconced on my couch, twice. 10am-4pm and 7:30pm-12am. Lady Di wanted to live a life of a recluse but she never got that. However so, she gracefully filled the lives of others with her warmth, sincere love and hope whilst desperately avoiding the menacing photographers. She cultivated an air of genuine humility. Loved and adored by most, and deservedly so.

My favourite performance was undeniably the ballet act, Swan Lake by the English National Ballet. It certainly got me missing ballet in a twinkling of an eye. So graceful and lovely were the ballerinas that it silenced everyone with awe.

Ballet and dancing has always been my not-to-be passion. Performing a dance routine relates very much to perceptual skills. One needs talent, rightly so. But even if you don't have one, you can always dance with your heart. I was never a good dancer but my love for it just got me struggling on to be one. I danced whenever nobody's watching, at least not anymore, well, maybe a little.
I miss my one hour ballet session before my two hours gymnastic training. I miss being free to articulate my own ballet and dance routine. I miss my traditional dance training. There was once my peers and I had trained so hard for a performance, every day during school holidays, only to find the performance cancelled at the very last minute. But I was never upset, I enjoyed every bit of it. That's how much i Love dancing. and I still miss ballet and dancing, always will.