Having read Shue's and Nadia's posts, I've come to realize that life as a professional was indeed tough and too challenging for my liking, or rather my capabilities. I was not fit nor built for the kind of pressure that awaits our life as lawyers. Always pressed for time, feeling perpetually stupid, living up to expectations etc. People might just read our entries and dismiss our complaints with disdain. But as a matter of fact, it is sadly eating us slowly inside(previously). I know you guys are struggling hard. That said, nor am I condoning my three weeks of bumming around doing nothing but reading books and watching tv. Life is beautiful, why waste it. isk, mamat korea tu dah ruined my chance of doing what i wanted to, teaching english! Nevermind, do not stop trying.