"Feeling the moment slip away
Losing direction you're losing faith
You're wishing for someone
Feeling it all begin to slide
Am I just like you
All the things you do - can't help myself

How do you feel when there's no sun
And how will you be when rain clouds come and pull you down again
How will you feel when there's no one
Am I just like you

Turning to face what you've become
Bury the ashes of someone
Broken by the strain
Trying to fill that space inside
Am I just like you
All the things you do - can't help myself

How do you feel when there's no sun
And how will you be when rain clouds come and pull you down again
How will you feel when there's no one
Am I just like you
All the things you do

Don't ever feel
That you're alone
I'll never let you down
I'll never leave you dry
Don't fall apart
Don't let it go
Carry the notion
Carry the notion back to me" by FEEDER


"To make a mountain of your life
Is just a choice
But I never learned enough
To listen to the voice that told me..
Always love,Hate will get you everytime
Always love,Don’t wait till the finish line

Slow demands come 'round
Squeeze the air and keep the rest out
It helps to write it down
Even when you then cross it out

Self-directed lies
I want to know what it’d be like to
Aim so high above
any card that you've been dealt you

I've been held back by something
Yeah. You said to me quietly on the stairs,
I've been held back by something
Yeah. You said to me quietly on the stairs.
You said,
Hey, you good ones" by NADA SURF

These two songs, it's a good listen, songs that i always listen to, mostly because of the hollering and howling. Music helps.

Anyone on the brink of mental distortion should, ought to browse through, if not buy Andy Riley's creation! i so Love it.

I had not the chance to upload my own pictures of my call. I chanced upon my good friend and/or ex-colleague's blog and, to my astonishment, found some. Attuned to each other's systems, that's what i call a 'partner'.

with some of the chambees of RDL.

How sweet of you Lydie Girl, of course, you are nowhere near. hah. Also, I had Shue's blog in friendster 'stalked'. Found a picture too.

with the charlie's angels, not.

It wasn't that out-of-the-window kind of bad for what I imagined was a dreary ocassion. Thank you all for coming all the way. And to the two midgets in the chatterbox who had me felt bad (well, a bit) for not informing them of my call, be not mad, you've missed nothing!

Will my outlook on the whole practising world take a turn for a radical change? Was supposed to attend a coaching session in IIU Matriculation this Thursday, to what I suppose is a session to coach tutors to be. I had to say no. Too little too late I thought. Kind of a sticky end, to mark my becoming a practitioner. That word, sounds pretty much lame to me. Shue, I agree with you babe :)

I have found my hamster!! allalalalala. These little midgets never cease to bring smiles on my face :)

when we were young

still young!

bapak mak

chippy hencem.

zzzzz...

woi asni!!

My Darling hamster, chippy is somewhere in the house. him, on the loose is perfectly normal. him, nowhere to be seen after a day, is not. he has this weird idea of thinking of himself as being a cat. there's no need for a cage, he'll sleep in whichever room he fancies. around 8-9 pm, he'll stand on his two tiny feet, seeking for some sort of attention and of course, for me to pick him up and feed him.

Might this be a sign, that i should be able to accept the fact that he is a hamster, though i treat him not unlike a cat. i am worried...

Gladdened!

After lunch, whilst Mira was busy trying on a sandal, an incredibly nice handbag caught my attention. It saw me loving it instantly, its design uncluttered and, very classy. and of course, I was on the verge of purchasing it when for some reason, Mira thought in the reverse (after agreeing with me 100% that the bag's a catch!)

Mira : takyah la beli, pikir dulu. balik rumah, tenang-tenang dulu. if nak, datang la balik.
Me: aiya, ni je i beli. pasni takde dah ak beli-beli. kumpul duit nak kawen dah.
Mira : simpan la duit tu, nak kawen. nanti je la beli.

All concerted effort to talk me out of buying it huh? Vainly, Mira succumbed to my incorruptibility. Reason being, she wanted to buy me that bag for my long call gift. how sweet! Well dear, for a seemingly hebat girl when it comes to splurging surprises on people, you did fairly bad. Your expression was a dead giveaway! :) Thank you for the lovely gift, though you insisted on holding on to the bag until my call day, too bad, I snatched it away from your car already! Dengan tak malunya.

Also, got a second Starbucks mug from my Beloved. More to come, still counting! Let's fill our kitchen counter with Starbucks mugs for deco :) Love Ya!